Monday 20 February 2017

VB, V0, V nope

         This is once again going to be a short blog, apologies in advance.
         Following on from last weeks fail I decided to pick myself up and get back on the horse so to speak, I decided I would once again go back to the climbing wall and see if I could up my grade, checking the grades once again I made the conscious effort to once more stick to brown (VB) and white (V0) with a view to working up to V1, after my warm up I started a circuit of the room concentrating on the brown climbs, I had managed to complete three climbs and was starting to get into my rhythm when a second person walked in, knowing that some people don`t like cameras in a bouldering room whilst they are climbing I switched off the camera and put it away which is why there are only three short videos in this blog.





         I carried on climbing as one person in the climbing wall didn`t bother me however a few minutes later 2 other people walked onto the wall, at first I thought they were here to see a member of staff but within a few minutes they had pulled on climbing shoes and were warming up, my anxiety level hit the roof and I had to leave, I waited just outside the room for someone to finish but it didn`t look like anyone was going any where soon, so tail between my legs I ended up going home.
 

Thursday 16 February 2017

The Long Dark (or big fat nope part 2)

          As I mentioned in my last blog I haven`t done anything exciting in the last couple of weeks due to my mood becoming very low meaning that I have been sat in front of a computer screen playing games, as I was playing one I decided that I would blog about one in particular, The Long Dark, this game is made by Hinterland studio and is available on steam, a pure survival game, no zombies, no mad scientists, just you verses whatever mother nature can throw at you, including blizzards, wolves, bears, thin ice, starvation, dehydration etc, the key to survival in this game is making the right decisions and choices in terms of what equipment and clothing to use and when to move and when to stay where you are.
          The game takes place in the Northern Canadian wilderness on Great Bear island and is set just after a post apocalypse event, leaving the area in perpetual winter, currently there are six areas to explore in game, each with differing hazards to contend with,

Forlorn Muskeg where ice is treacherously thin in places leading to you falling through and the onset of hypothermia.

Mystery Lake a fairly easy area but with plenty of wolves to avoid.

Coastal Highway a vast and open sea bay where thick fog can cause disorientation and send you in the wrong direction towards thin ice, not to mention bears and wolves with superb eye sight and sense of smell.

Desolation Point, a relatively small map right on the coast, thin ice, thick fog and patroling wolves abound.

Pleasant Valley don`t let the name fool you, frequent blizzards and sub zero temperatures will keep you inside for days waiting for the smallest of opportunities to get outside and get food.

Timberwolf Mountain, a plane crash on top of the mountain is too tempting an opportunity to miss but getting there means expending alot of precious energy.

why do I like this game? well for the most part it actually is a game that I can closely associate with, one of the jobs that I have is I run my own bushcraft company, so the idea of a game where these skills are necessary really appeals to me.

I will be playing the game on easy (pilgrim) mode, this is for a couple of reasons, one I`m not a hard core gamer so the idea of making it harder than I need to really doesn`t appeal to me, oh and its your problem if you think this means i`m not playing it properly or a coward, two and more importantly it means that the hunters (wolves and bears) don`t hunt you and will actually run away when they see you, yes this makes it easier but ironically mimics real life wildlife behavior more accurately but more importantly why wouldn`t I want to kill these animals.....take a look at the name above.

after selecting whether I wanted to play as a male or female character I had the choice of what region to start in, as always I went for random and when the screen loaded I was presented with this,


I instantly recognized where I was, that is the broken bridge in Desolation Point, the next thing I did was check what supplies I had and more importantly what clothing I had and its state of repair.


the clothing itself, not great, basic hat, hoodie, synthetic vest, fleece gloves, jeans, sports socks and trainers, but its state of repair was all pretty good. knowing where I was in the game world meant I knew the closest place to get some shelter and also possibly get some good starting supplies, directly behind me is a cave.

inside the cave is usually a plethora of supplies and quite often a couple of deer carcasses to harvest, this task is easier once you find a knife but I didn`t have one at this point.

a few kilos of meat to supplement the granola bar I had in my bag but it would mean I had to cook it first which meant a fire had to be built, before that though I knew there were still areas of the cave to explore and other opportunities to seek out.

yes that is a frozen corpse but no your character descend into cannibalism at any point in the game, unfortunately this particular corpse didn`t have any supplies on him, at this point in the game night began to fall, I decided that I needed to rest and cook the meat I had harvested from the two deer carcasses, this was also my first decision 

I had a 60% chance of lighting the fire using what I had above or I could increase that chance of success to 100% by using an accelerant but I would lose the accelerant meaning I wouldn`t have it for future use.

in this case I decided not to use the lighter fluid and actually did get the fire going anyway.

I cooked the meat and boiled up some water before getting my bed roll out and sleeping through the night, another mechanic that I will mention here is exhaustion, whilst you are awake your character becomes more tired affecting the load you can carry and will eventually kill you if you don`t rest.
leaving the cave on the second day the first thing I did was check the stats I had and the current weather conditions.

current condition 100%
air temperature, well into the minuses, will start to loose body warmth soon
feeling rested
not thirsty
calorie count, good but not perfect

to get out of this ravine I need to go under the bridge and turn right and make my way up to the road,
this does mean leaving the comparative safety of the ravine and venturing into colder climes but I know where I am so this isn`t too bad

up ahead on the left is a factory that I will be heading for, this usually has plenty of supplies to help with survival.

 from this direction the first thing I came across is the guardhouse and an abandoned car, inside the guardhouse is a first aid kit with a couple of bandages and a sewing kit.
the car unfortunately contained nothing

the factory loomed ahead, I will point out now that yes this is meant to be a whaling station but the premise is that it has been long abandoned.

the factory area itself contains several buildings as well as the factory and to make the best you will need to search through all of them, after some time searching I had found several useful items, mostly firewood, a couple of tools, one rifle round and most importantly for now, lots of clothing items including,

because I`d harvested cloth from some of the other items I repaired these and promptly wore them incresing the feels like temperature significantly. this is another decision you have to make in the game, what clothing do you sacrifice to improve your other clothing 

as you can see here I`d changed most of my clothing so that I was warmer in the situation I had found myself in, still however I had no rifle, bow, fishing equipment, snares or any other food to help me out, water was not a problem, in game you melt snow and crucially have to boil it too, I had protection from the elements as I was inside, I decided to check out the last of the habitations to see if could change that situation on the way to the cabins I saw what I thought would be my next port of call.

in the distance you can see a boat, this is known as the Riken, a former whaling vessel, how do I know, a whaling harpoon sticks out over the bow, however there is a massive hole in the side which mean even if the Riken was to get off the rock it would sink almost immediately and incidently that same hole is how you gain access to the boat.
I spent the night in the accommodation trailer and had decided that I would make for the Riken that day, however thick fog prevented me from seeing the boat and this being the coast I wasn`t willing to risk overshooting walking onto thin ice and falling through contracting hypothermia, so I turned and started following the road again making for the next land mark which would be the Lonely Lighthouse, to get there though meant crossing over a bridge and underneath that bridge would potentially be a source of supplies.
somehow I don`t think Matt will be needing or using that truck anymore (Matt is the corpse, presumably, to the left of the truck).
walking a little way around from Matt`s truck I saw the land mark I was heading for

the lonely lighthouse, this is usually quite a well stocked area and this time was no exception, the most important find in the whole place though was this book
 books like this increase your skill points and there are several in world, ones for fire lighting, ice fishing, hunting with rifles and carcass harvesting, increasing your skills obviously makes life in game so much easier at the start of the game your skills are obviously nothing 
but as you progress thing become so much easier, just as a comparison the photo above shows the character I`d started with here and the following pictures show the character that I have been playing with for some time as well as the clothing I have acquired and manufactured.





 note that it has taken me 264 in game days to get to this stage 

The long Dark is a game I would recommend to anyone interested in survival or who wants something a little different from what they would normally play, I thoroughly enjoy playing it and I looking forward to when the story mode comes out  



   





   

Monday 13 February 2017

Big Fat Nope

          Sorry I haven`t posted in a couple of weeks but its been a bad couple of weeks, I won`t go into details but it was enough to make me question everything that I`d done up to this point, what it meant for me personally is that my mood dropped to a dangerous level and I started questioning my existence again, needless to say I haven`t been out or done anything exciting, it does mean that I have been sat in front of a computer screen playing games, three games in particular, The Long Dark, which is one I identify with closely as it is a survival game, a pure survival game, no zombies, no strange beasts, just mother nature and yourself....well there are wolves and bears that will attack but not the way I play, I will be doing a blog on this at a later date and go into more details about certain aspects then.
          Subnautica, another survival game, slightly different in that its based on an alien planet that you are trying to escape,
          S.T.A.L.K.E.R, this is a relatively old game now but still good, set in the zone of isolation around Chernobyl nuclear power plant, its a first person shooter with some unique game mechanics, such as vodka curing radiation poisoning.
this is going to be a short blog as you can imagine and I do apologize for that but I`m not in the right frame of mind to blog  

Wednesday 1 February 2017

Onwards and upwards

with no work today I decided that I would try yet another activity that I haven`t done in a while, rock climbing, well to be more honest, indoor wall climbing as I no longer have a climbing partner to go with.

today`s equipment 



rock climbing shoes (evolv bandits, for those of you who like knowing these things)
liquid chalk
generic action camera (not a go pro)
water bottle 
schmoolz indoor training ice axe things....

at one time before the depression hit hard I would go to this climbing wall regularly usually twice a week, for some people this isn`t enough and they would be right, but the nearest wall is 25 miles away from where I live so I have to balance getting there and entrance fee with everything else I have to pay for.
The wall itself is in Stowmarket leisure centre or to give it its correct name the Mid Suffolk leisure centre, it consist of both a bouldering room, which is where I was for the whole session.

as with most climbing walls there was a climbing grade sheet by the door to tell you what colour hold corresponds with which grade.

before the depression hit I was between the grades of V1 and V2 which is still low in the grade system but I prefer climbing not bouldering. my intention today was to at least complete some of the brown grade climbs , the VB climbs, I wasn`t going to push myself too far and become dejected because I couldn`t do the "higher" grade climbs,
first of all though I would warm up, the good thing with this climbing wall is immediately to the left of the entrance is the lowest grade climb and is usually the climb that most people warm up on, its usually no harder than climbing up a step ladder and today was no exception.


as I looked around the wall more and more brown route started showing themselves to me, I made my mind up, I had to conquer them all, I counted about 12 in all, certainly a doable amount and all at the lowest grade,


I have only filmed myself going up three of them as I didn`t want to take up too much memory on the SD card and I promise my feet were off the ground at the start of every climb.



the more I went round the wall and climbed the routes the more I found the old skills coming back to me, I still don`t have the strength or flexibility to do the harder climbs but I know it will come back.


before I left I did have a go at one of the harder climbs, a V1, I didn`t make it but I was surprised at just how far I got before I fell off, this bodes well for future climbs.

total climbs completed: 12 (18 including warm ups and the one V1)
total time: 45 mins ish
number of people who joined me: 0